What I ate today: a lot of grapes, 1 carrot, 5 small chocolates (about 80 gram), and 1/4 box with pringles.

Thats fucking much!

I'm really disgust by myself. Eat like a pig, throw up and take some laxatives. My only friend DULCOLAX. What should I have done without u...

I hope to be back to the starving again tomorrow, but I don't know if I can manage it *hopeful* but I can at least try. If I eat under 500 calories tomorrow I have to be satisfied, or I can never be satisfied. If I eat at all it is too much, even if it's just 1 carrot. Thats me..

-Nemi-

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